I believe i have analyzed a lot of the happenings in my life. But not to the extent that i have been able to predict optimal solutions to the critical decision points i have encountered. An hence the decisions made I assume have to have some optimality .... optimal stepping stones in the shaping of my destiny ..... whatever that is .....
Thinking deep is an art that needs to be practiced. Yes i called it and art and i said it requires practice. Both are essential attributes. I need to practice thinking deep .... not allowing my final conclusions to diverge ..... rather to converge to a solution or a single new thought to be pondered upon.
I need to read a lot again . I need newer perspectives on life , relationships , love , family , GOD and destiny.
I REMIND MYSELF TO READ and i shall keep reminiding myself till i finish my 7th sem exams
Thursday, December 30, 2004
A thought on blogging
A thought just occured and materialized ....... So here i am a proselyte blogger ....
I have some questions on life particularly my life ... to which the answers are not really forthcoming .
Thoughts and analysis come in bursts of brutal fury and then they are forgotten lost in the mundane quagmire of my life, leaving behind nothing but debris of faint rememberences.
Well that statement is a case of the fury i refer to.
My life , its purpose and its destiny i believe are already decided .... just why and by whom and what are the observations that i make in attempting to get to that destiny is what i am trying to analyse other than ofcource the most obvious truth i seek - my destiny.
This blog is not for anybody else but me.
I am reminded of Smith in GO's 1984 . He starts writing a diary -a practice banned by the autocratic party that practices IngSoc - for what he claims to be future generations , whereas in reality it was to remind himself of his own convictions and thoughts that were upto that point of time completely in the hands of the Thought POlice.
Thankfully i do not live in such an environment of censorship and I use this medium of the Internet for myself, to remind me of the fundamental truths that i realize along the path that my life moves.
THIS IS A DEDICATION TO ME.
I have some questions on life particularly my life ... to which the answers are not really forthcoming .
Thoughts and analysis come in bursts of brutal fury and then they are forgotten lost in the mundane quagmire of my life, leaving behind nothing but debris of faint rememberences.
Well that statement is a case of the fury i refer to.
My life , its purpose and its destiny i believe are already decided .... just why and by whom and what are the observations that i make in attempting to get to that destiny is what i am trying to analyse other than ofcource the most obvious truth i seek - my destiny.
This blog is not for anybody else but me.
I am reminded of Smith in GO's 1984 . He starts writing a diary -a practice banned by the autocratic party that practices IngSoc - for what he claims to be future generations , whereas in reality it was to remind himself of his own convictions and thoughts that were upto that point of time completely in the hands of the Thought POlice.
Thankfully i do not live in such an environment of censorship and I use this medium of the Internet for myself, to remind me of the fundamental truths that i realize along the path that my life moves.
THIS IS A DEDICATION TO ME.
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